I used to be her. And now I'm not. And it sucks. Tonight I went out with a few friends and I still haven't adjusted to the fact that I'm not going to be checked out. I know this sounds stupid but it truly sucks for me. I was always the girl approached at the bar and now I sit (with frumpy clothes on) and I feel like I can't be as outward or screamy (don't judge) because then I'm that fat girl who needs to be cut off.
This is just further motivation of what I want for my life (uhhh...the ability to look easy in a bar??). Just the confidence of knowing that I am attractive and wearing clothes that make me feel good about myself. Stay focused.
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