I Brought It

So. Tonight is a perfect example of how I amaze myself. (hair flip) I sat on the couch for a solid two hours reading about fitness and working out. I still think that's good! It keeps my mind in the right place but also keeps the fat on my fanny. I just have not been up to working out today. I have to go back to work tomorrow after a 5 day break and it is going to be a really hard day. I just wanted to stretch it out as far as possible. So. I sat and pouted. And moaned. And I knew that I would be breaking the very short lived commitment to myself. (I think I told myself like yesterday that I wanted to be active?) I also have learned how much I love working outside and it has rained a solid 36 hours and it's FREEZING. I just wanted to go walk a trail or something and it wasn't an option. This reminded me that I'm about to hit 4 months of crap weather and I can't just not work out.

So...long story short. I did HALF of a P90X video and burned like 300 calories and YAY ME. *peanuts dance*

Cause Ima Rock Star

Life has changed about nine times since we last spoke. I've been thinking about you a lot since I started back on my journey. I still love Another Success Story but I think when I'm all down and out, I think no one wants to hear what I have to say. (um. I am aware that currently no one reads it anyways....I'm thinking about my imaginary weight loss followers)

I am ROCKIN' it right now and it feels really good. It just feels different. It isn't easier. Nothing has clicked by any means but I haven't stopped and that makes me feel good. I weighed in this morning at 201.2. My weigh in for Weight Watchers is on Tuesday and I would REALLY like to be at 199.99999999. Because I'm so close, it has definitely pushed me to work a little harder. Yesterday, I burned 903 calories. I worked for every calorie and I felt like a hard a** a lot of those minutes.

I have a goal of doing something active each day. I WILL be in touch. I promise. Talk to you soon.

Love,

Just Another One of Those Success Stories.