Why do they make you title your blogs? Sometimes I don't have a name for it.
I've been back just a couple of days from Chicago. I'm truly proud of myself for several of the choices I made. I will post several pictures soon. There is still some sorting and uploading to do. When I make that post, I'll tell you all about vacation food!
I stated planning and thinking that I would start juicing when I came back from Chicago and after a training I had yesterday. Today, I woke up and started looking at juicing recipes and blogs immediately and continued to do so for hours. Finally, I just said eff it and I ate some oatmeal with PB2, flax seeds, a little honey and a banana.
It's been a hard day. I feel like a failure that can't stick with anything. Why juicing? Because I know it drops pounds. It's not how I want to live my life though.
On my first lunch day with my new teaching team, one team member made a comment about another saying that she was always super healthy. I want that for myself. I want someone to refer to me as a super healthy eater or the healthiest person they know.
I'm back to counting calories. I ask for prayers and strength that I don't have today.
Prayers sent for you!
ReplyDeleteWhen you don't feel as though you can do it, rely on simplicity. Eat simple foods that day, take a walk, and remind yourself why you want this. Then maybe the next day you will feel as though you are ready to make some more definite decisions.